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The Void and You

by Nick Walker

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1.
If Not Now 04:25
Fear at night Growing in my chest Lest I should forget To pay tribute to my pain It shares your face It says I can't relate To what's outside this cage And I know it's not true It's not proof, it's not you But in this cloud comes my doubt And it's wearing death's shroud If not now... If not now, when? Day brings the haze and all the fickle ways that I leave myself behind all the while I claw and scream In such limited flesh born chained in the dark I embark with a hope and life pulls that hope apart And I know it's not true It's not proof, it's not you But in this cloud comes my doubt And it's wearing death's shroud If not now... If not now, when? Falling into old pain again, as if we have to Leaving other people behind, as if we can't choose living in a desperate design, but is it true? If not now, if not now, If not now, when will I see all I need is around me? If not now, when will I be? If not now. Falling into old pain again, can there be more room To let another person inside, so they can move too I will trust for now but is it true?
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Take a gander down the dock Find him working 'till she'll drop Gotta make a stand. She's says this town's too old for luck, Don't know about love but she ain't the one To say I can. And he ain't no fool to go down a man. All this time he's had to wait pleading try it's not too late. He can't see how But he's feeling now means now. It's all led back to her, Back to her. It's got him low today. Every day he's 'ma'am's' and 'heys' Night's are full with what he meant to say When she passed him by. But she's sooner to swoon than to catch his eye. All this time he's had to wait pleading try it's not too late. These shadows cross my face and they grow realer every day. He can't see how But he's feeling now means now, it's all led back to her. He's got this doubt It's growing bigger now Can this all end with her? It comes back to her. It's got him low today. All this time he's had to wait he looks at her and it's too late. He sees past failing strength and there's a road to another place.
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Cold mud Heart flood on the wall - While you're fixing Find me with the stars. Night spoke, I wrote to God, If I'm last, I won't ask where you've gone - you're moving on like the sun shrinking in, thought we'd last forever and forgot to begin. All that matters is the fall - Lonely lights falling down. I don't know, I don't know anything that matters. Flood Shine Sleep, take me away. Evening grace tasted sweet again. I've been running down these holes all my life. Tasting the cigarette smoke and yet I can't relent, I don't know what's best. Free for a moment that flies away Flies to leave me alone. All that matters is the fall - Lonely lights falling down. All that matters is the fall - Lonely lights falling down. I don't know, I don't know anything that matters. I don't know, Flood Shine Sleep, Flood Shine.
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A letter to the one who's far away, For whom I've yearned the nights and days away, Waiting on a heart. Dearly, I've paid with all my mind, Chaining this inside, Waiting for your heart in my decline. My thoughts and dreams were never mine, Prisoner to you I've yet to find. And yet through this is living time Which holds an ordinary love. Lately, as I walk through sunset hills, I take your hand, a lovely pill, Clenching this air as if it's mine to fill. My thoughts and dreams were never mine, Prisoner to you I've yet to find. And yet through this is living time Which holds an ordinary love. I see my mind wrapped up in time. I see my mind wrapped up in lies.
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Piece of Me 03:58
Starry eyes and perpetual lines - am I on your mind? In my chest I’ll fall again to the ache, permeate My life with care, It’s all I can bear to feel closed in my heart. You’re not even here when my mind appears to make you talk to me. And you were the piece of me that died that night The truth is that I can move through this alone. I’ll take a ride on the quiet nights to places that remind me of you. I’ll scream I’m here to the lights that pass me by. And you’ll say it’s been clear to these lights that pass us by. And you were the piece of me that died that night The truth is that I can move through this alone.
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Tell Me 03:49
Bell tolls tonight City glows Lonely people So they go. Dancing skirts and trembling hands Body rushing for you are the only one. Tell me now While I'm here If I mean Something to you or your world. Say it soft, While it's clear, with your eyes, Feeling this yearning tonight. Slow your mind and pick up your feet, Trust in the magic that's here and we'll hardly be breathing In fearing the end of this dance With you in my arms, with someone in my arms. Tell me now While I'm here If I mean Something to you or your world. Say it soft, While it's clear, with your eyes, Feeling this yearning tonight. Tell me now While I'm here If I mean Something to you or your world. Say it soft, While it's clear, with your eyes, Feeling this yearning. Now I see it so clearly tonight I've been vacant for years, nearly losing the joy of my life. In your eyes I can see my own form How could I not see the beauty before?
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Hinged 03:30
My hopes and dreams Were hinged on the breeze And a glimmer of truth Growing, recessing, till I have been spent Feelings unbent in a darkness unheard And not much to hold it all. Years of regret, Dark loneliness, Bred a sadness in me, A child who's weeping For loved ones to go, For his heart to know When the girl he had dreamed at last intercedes. I am a rock and I am a mountain Born with a peace that I can still find in Breathing, oh breathing, feeling this feeling, Let it be still, please let it heal me.
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Fine Lies 04:07
He opens eyes in a world he can't rely on, These broken pines surround all that he's known. His world is ice, but it's nothing he hasn't seen Oh, he's looking for change but still caught back in between, For when he calls to me he says, Wake up my friend, And hold me as I leap Beyond a land That's been fettered by broken dreams, As we flee from these fine lies. The sky is cast in blue that holds his eyes as the coming dusk will paint our darkening lives. It's alright old friend, you've got the night to wait, please wait - Comfort yourself, for your mind will keep you safe, For when you call to me, saying, Wake up my friend, And hold me as I leap Beyond a land That's been fettered by broken dreams, Wake up my friend, And hold me as I leap Beyond a land That's been fettered by broken dreams, As we flee from these fine lies. Wake up my friend, And hold me as I leap Beyond a land That's been fettered by broken dreams, Please wake up my friend, And hold me as I leap Beyond a land That's been fettered by broken dreams, As we flee, oh as we flee, from these fine lies.
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She asks breathless, don't you feel this? His eyes say no, Glimmer, dear, now you go. It's like flying, They told you it's electrifying that we'd fade without the love that they all talk about. She lives bravely, sees friends marry. Midnight, she prays, let me be enough this way. And they say It's like flying, They told us it's electrifying that we'd fade without the love that they all talk about. This she knows in doubting bones - That final home, he can't give. It's like flying, They tell us it's electrifying that we'd fade without the love that they all talk about. Could this be flying, It's cold but it's electrifying can we glow without the love that they all talk about?
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My first album release - I hope you enjoy listening!

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released February 17, 2017

Many many thanks to the supporters of this album!

Mastering/additional mixing: Joey Distasio
Monoprint Artwork: Lucy Walker
Banjo, harmonica, backup vocals, trumpet: Jacob Ellis
Bass, backup vocals: James Sullivan
Bass: Isaac Schuchat

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